At some point.
At some point in life, I gained the unique ability to step back, and truly see what was happening. As in, I would completely remove myself from the situation, and view it as if I were a new person walking in. Now, this ability is somewhat difficult to explain to friends, for the sole purpose that it is, indeed, a unique ability. Most people my age get so caught up in the moment, that they are not able to do such a thing. Psychologically speaking, it's just how we're wired. Here recently, it was applied to my life. You see, I was so caught up with all the typical "Senior stuff" that I wasn't allowing myself to enjoy things. The things I've waited 18 years for were passing by my eyes. I was so incredibly stressed and burnt out on life itself, that I was just ready to be done and out of here. The things I once loved such as my job and youth group were now tasks that I grumbled all the way through, and actually considered quitting. It wasn't until I had a c