You may not be wrong, after all.
Death is a part of life. That's a way to start out a post, huh? A couple weeks ago, a leader of MNU went to be with the Lord. She was a 20 year old spunky, amazing, incredible nursing student. I'm so blessed to have met her and had the interaction with her that I did. Her death shook our whole campus. It really makes you stop and think when a person that is barely older than you, dies. It makes you wonder a few things. It makes you wonder "what if I die tomorrow? Are all my goals achieved yet? If not, why not? Am I loving as I should be? Do those around me know I love them? Why, God? Why?" and, a question that came into my mind; "What is wrong with me?" Couple of reasons why I asked myself that question. First reason being, all these people around me are crying/sobbing, and I sit there. (Don't get me wrong. I cried for awhile.) And, second reason, all my friends I've lost in the past are flooding my mind and are heavy on my heart. Why am I not thi